Tuesday, November 10, 2009

I'm really lost for words...

I was thinking, if the only thing that exists between men and women is sexual desire, would the world be a better place for all? Or did God misplace his trust by sinking his own ship of beliefs that all individuals should just live their lives carrying their own fucking sins?

I'm guessing none of it. It really depends on how we look at it. Just like if u look at a certain square object's shadow, i may think it's a rubik's cube, u think it might just be a simple block. All things in life are just shadows of the actual living world. However in the world that i live in, people tend to put sexual desires much forward that anything else. Im thinking, being gay isn't anything much of a big deal, neither can i be placed on a tabloid for such unflattering acts. So why do gay people feel that sexual desires are a must to everything? It seems like a constant mantra, repeated at accelerating rates.

Do people just feel oppressed towards their own feelings? Thus, using sex as a way of releasing their inner desires? I do love sex, really, i think it's healthy. However some people overdo it! They make themselves look like whores. Recently i had a friend whom i've asked a question. "Why do you have sex so often?" She said, "I don't know. I just can't control it!" Well no offense, but i think someone's got to have pussy control. Sex shouldn't be the only thing that exists between two individuals. (Or three, or four...whatever, haha) Emotions should be graced as a formal way of releasing certain negativities with your physical self.

However, if love were to be a mechanism for resolving such issues, why do people end up in divorces? I too want to experience love, recently i met this guy who's really talented, really cute, and really too much of a guy-next-door. What should i do? Readers, do give me your comments as to how i should deal with such issues...