Another day has passed...

Well i can't exactly explain how lonely i get sometimes, i guess my friends think im always up on some shyt, or just out with random people.

Guess the fuck what, im always alone. I have no idea how i managed to portray myself as a socialite. I guess im pretty much of a loner, since im always meeting the wrong dates (either attached or just not my cup of tea). My friends all seem to can get appointments on and dates with their boyfriends or girlfriends. I can't, i seem to have lost that ability to socialise that much with other people recently. I seem to have been cut off totally from society. I guess im kind of alienated.

I think my good scores in academics do reflect this fact ya know?
I have alot of time to study, and i can't complain that i don't because i really really do not hang out with other people at all, except my best friend and my schoolmate.

I spend alot of time at home, or at gym, or at the swimming pool. I feel uneasy at clubs recently, and i have no idea why. I guess i've outgrown the clubbing mood.

Whatever, i guess im better off being alone as usual. I've never really had a day whereby my buddies would actually do something special for me. I get the shyt moments whereby i really do feel that everyone's avoiding me on purpose. I guess im just being sensitive...or is it really the case? I don't know....