Boredom

I was BORED! So i thought i took some uploads from my handphone and form it into a collage...i never expected all these stuff to come out of nowhere...



That's Mr Martin Moedl first in the top left corner...we were at Starbucks wheelock bright early 11am in the morning, he has a picture of me looking like a dyke in my polo ralph lauren denim jacket. AWWW! That's double whammy, i look like a butch and faggot at the same time.

Beside him is my dad..i just went mad taking his picture..sorry for the my thumb..it went haywire and landed there.

That baby's name is Elise. I just love her when she was young...now she's like 3 years old i think and with long hair...her aunt went mad making her a Jolin Tsai lookalike. The last time i saw her, she was throwing tantrums because her mother wouldn't let her go out. What a kid!

The "HUI-LING" is obviously someone's tattoo..this person must be a total bytch to do that just right above her buttcrack. The honour should go to none other than Crystle Gwendolyn Tan Hui Ling. I still love that tattoo..even though she kept resisting the fact that she was in pain.

OH! below her tattoo is my hamster...CYNDI! lol! i love her...she's cute, nice fur, nice eyes, nice front and hind legs, nice agility, nice whiskers...she's just NICE! Tiffany says she's gonna squeeze it when she sees its coz it looks like Hamtaro..i beg to differ.

Next is the so called unfab cheerleading team of ngee ann polytechnic, Magnum Force. Even though i spent quite some time with them, it didnt stop me from chiding when given an ample amount of time to train and almost every senior (my batch) there to help...the juniors still couldnt stick every stunt. I've been receiving shyt from my friends and family that the team really sucks totally now...I hope that's not the case..coz i haven seen them train except for the fact that the last time i saw them train, they were doing tosses in the air still. But whatever, THEY STILL ROCK TO ME!

Shots of the Camera Whore

I just uncovered loads of photos...realizing the fact that google has a software called Picasa, i used it to upload pictures here instead of Photobucket.

Obviously it's not working...so i used photobucket still...and ta da!



Esther and Stacy



Esther and Stacy still...camera whor-ing away like crazy @ MOS

You seem so near, yet so far...

I've been waiting for you....really...i never expected any returns...but i just need you to recognize my existence..is that so hard to attain for me?

Mr. R, if you see this,i just need to tell you this...

I LIKE YOU

It hurts like mad to find myself liking the cyber you, but i just couldnt help it. I can only blame myself for my mere foolishness. I can only face the mirror and tell myself you are just an illusion, not for real.
But it is all because of you that i can manage to see through myself, and tell myself, im stronger than before.

It hurts me to hear from you that you aint wanting relationships, just flings...but hasnt it occurred to you that aint i the same as you?

We were born on the same day and month, if this makes a special bond, i really like it to last forever.

Flashbacks

Ok flashbacks for what i've been doing all this while people, OH! i just realized my blog friends are mostly lesbiens, bisexuals or girls, that's surprising! think normally guys dun blog, the only not straight guy friends here are like cedric tang and robin la!

Flashback #1

Eh...hanging out like mad with tiffany and kristen la. Everyday and night pine grove, holland village, town, clubbing and choa chu kang. Wah kao...tiring!

But really great hanging out with you guys, coz my gay friends dun really care much about me since they've got their happy lives now, ok that's bad coz the only gay friend that HANGS OUT with me is still ultimately cedric. But who cares! as long as he's happy with his life im happy for him.

Flashback #2

Being delusional about my life for a while and then suddenly some magical power woke me up from my ever dragging-my-life-out sleep.

Flashback #3

Met Nic today actually, haven seen him for like damn long la! he's still doing fine and someone special just went in his life, so two tops! fabulous!

Im quite shocked at his appetite, he can still eat supper after dinner with him at bugis. The wanton mee made me sick la!

Flashback #4

I look like a butch with polo ralph lauren denim jacket, bought it at isetan. Mr Martin was so nice to take my photo bright early 11.30am in the morning at starbucks near wheelock place. I look like a butch in that photo..haven got it..got he's like in Germany now...I MISS HIM ALOT!

Flashback #5

Noodle got in Singapore IDOL TOP 12! And we were all so sad when the host said she's not la! Then the TV went on and reported it. actually i didnt know about it until Trisha told me about it coz i was busy designing this poster for NAFA's new theatre piece of art work a.k.a stage play. oh! i saw a few guys and gals from mass comm that nite. They gave me a funny look...but i tot i was thinking too much. I saw fuzzy....shant say much...leave the thinking to u guys.

I was at the results show, trisha got filmed in the face! lol! god! even though it was blurry but everyone at home could still see her. Her fault! That was actually my seat. A7! But she wanted it. Now everyone's toking about it. But she looks pretty EVEN when blurred. LUCKY WEN BIN! U GOT A PRETTY GIRLFRIEND! TREASURE HER!

Flashback #6

I just realized everyone has been misunderstanding me totally. Someone must have really spread some shyt about me or wadeva, coz i really didnt believe in wadeva chris and friends' words. Someone must really have been defaming me, but i tot about it, it's not worth putting myself in the sidelines with them. I shouldnt be so stupid. I was impulse 1 year back then. Now im not.

I got strange glares from a group of guys at HAPPY...wonder what's wrong...